I thought it suppose to be monsoon season now?
But why the weather now is still so hot?
It is killing me. The fan spinning with highest doesn't seem to help.
On the air conditional for the whole day is not a good idea, it somehow harm our body.
What to do? eat ice-cream? It doesn't seem to help much too. In return, will feel thirsty after eating.

Anyway, the cadet competition is going on now at school.
I am sure that all the little juniors are complaining about the hot weather too.
Wish them all the best. I do hope they get experiences and learn new things through out the competition.
NOT only wanted to get the trophy.
Seriously, yes. I isolate myself from all the activity.

Let me make myself clear again. St. John is a uniform body which gave people opportunity to learn skills to save life.
NOT a medium for you to fight for power, ranking or even get benefit in term of money.
Some idiot just can't make the situation clear.
Why always wanted to think that everyone want to snatch your power away.
NO ONE every think that before okay?
Can't we just work out like a team, just like how we work together before your existent.
What we do is always for all the members. just like the motto: Service for mankind.

Stop your childishness please.
Your childishness will bring lots of problems which you will never realise.
Just look at the others school. They need the state to organize program for them.
So, please be fair can't you? Don't always just organize program for your own schools.
If you wanted to do so, it is nothing wrong, but can you don't stop the others to help them up?
You said that you organize the program as a area secretary, but why the program is only for your own school?
If you wanted to use the ranking of 'area secretary', then please be fair, the program should involve all the schools. Or else, you are just a teacher advisor, nothing much.

I am not pointing all the wrongs on you, I know I am wrong too.
We are one team, one family! Can't you remember that?
I just hope that St. John can return to its original state.
Not like now, a place which full of politic smells.
Just return to a place for members to learn the skills to save lifes. that's all.
I hope to see the members' laughter is once again on their faces.
I hope to see every Sunday we are busying for St. John activities.
And all that, are full of happiness.
This is what I wish for.
Not for me, but for them. All of them. - Family members of St. John.

by love,
ENG JEE