I thought it suppose to be monsoon season now?
But why the weather now is still so hot?
It is killing me. The fan spinning with highest doesn't seem to help.
On the air conditional for the whole day is not a good idea, it somehow harm our body.
What to do? eat ice-cream? It doesn't seem to help much too. In return, will feel thirsty after eating.

Anyway, the cadet competition is going on now at school.
I am sure that all the little juniors are complaining about the hot weather too.
Wish them all the best. I do hope they get experiences and learn new things through out the competition.
NOT only wanted to get the trophy.
Seriously, yes. I isolate myself from all the activity.

Let me make myself clear again. St. John is a uniform body which gave people opportunity to learn skills to save life.
NOT a medium for you to fight for power, ranking or even get benefit in term of money.
Some idiot just can't make the situation clear.
Why always wanted to think that everyone want to snatch your power away.
NO ONE every think that before okay?
Can't we just work out like a team, just like how we work together before your existent.
What we do is always for all the members. just like the motto: Service for mankind.

Stop your childishness please.
Your childishness will bring lots of problems which you will never realise.
Just look at the others school. They need the state to organize program for them.
So, please be fair can't you? Don't always just organize program for your own schools.
If you wanted to do so, it is nothing wrong, but can you don't stop the others to help them up?
You said that you organize the program as a area secretary, but why the program is only for your own school?
If you wanted to use the ranking of 'area secretary', then please be fair, the program should involve all the schools. Or else, you are just a teacher advisor, nothing much.

I am not pointing all the wrongs on you, I know I am wrong too.
We are one team, one family! Can't you remember that?
I just hope that St. John can return to its original state.
Not like now, a place which full of politic smells.
Just return to a place for members to learn the skills to save lifes. that's all.
I hope to see the members' laughter is once again on their faces.
I hope to see every Sunday we are busying for St. John activities.
And all that, are full of happiness.
This is what I wish for.
Not for me, but for them. All of them. - Family members of St. John.

by love,
ENG JEE

Getting married?

No. Not getting marry now but just fall in love with all the dresses.
Could not describe the feeling but it look nice and make me wanted to wear it.
Of cause I know. Now is still not the right time even though is the right person.
What I am talking about actually? Never mind, here are some dresses which I like..

Don't you think all of the dresses are nice and awesome?
Sweet and lovely.
But I have to keep fit in order for me to fit in all those dresses in the future.

by love,
ENG JEE

Well, hello there!!
It is a big gap of time since the last update of my blog.
I don't know what bring me here.
Just a feeling of updating my blog.
Though out these whole year, lots of changes had been made and of cause lots of things happened.
Anyway, life still goes on doesn't matter how.

SPM is already a pass and now I am doing my form 6.
Yes, form 6 life is definitely a hell. Moreover it is a new system and they named it semester system.
Just like any other foundation or collage, 3 semester in total.
Well, my gang. 5 of us stay and 3 others left for study.
1 out of the 3 is currently at Australia. I couldn't tell how much I miss her.
How much I miss the moment we (8 girls) are together.

This is one of the photo we took after the Biology paper (SPM) @ outing.

Okay, back to story.
Form 6 life aren't easy. But anyhow, I survived semester 1. 2 more semester to go.
The examination is like a piece of shit. It is totally not tally with what the syllabus.
Even the teachers said that they can do nothing but only complaint.
Now is HOLIDAYS!!! suppose to be happy but I am not!
Tuition marathon is going on now. And all are about next year (semester 2) syllabus.
Every teacher is rushing!
Tonne of assignments are waiting for us. Going back to school is just like going back to hell.

2012 STPM for upper 6 is coming soon. I should say it only left 2 days from now.
Here by to wish all the senior good luck.
And of cause to my baby! All the best to you! Do your best and don't be stress! I love you!
I know you are nervous! But don't be worry, you can do it baby!

Till here then,
by love
ENG JEE.